in lost of words.

the nite sky is realli amazing.

it gives out different kind of feelings everytime i look at them.

well maybe it is jus me.

emotions take control of us at times.

and thus controls the things tat we see.

wen we are sad, nothing seems to be beautiful at all.

wen we are happy, even the most ugliest stuff, we would say its damn pretty.

we look at things in totally different ways at times.

creation of the nature, creation of man kind.

gives us phenomenon views of LIFE.

why is it that i have failed to look at life in a totally different way den others?

why is it that i have failed to see life like some?

i meant in the good way.

my point of views in life are never tt good all the time.

everyone noes tt abt me i suggest.

in mani periods of life,

there has been times wherby i kept on falling down.

i noe im not a lucky bitch,

i noe things dun go our ways all the time.

i noe all this logic in life.

there are mani tings i noe abt life.

saying is one thing, being able to do it is another thing.

there are many things in which i cant do to help.

there are many things that i want to help but i realli have no ability at all.

there are many things that i wish i wasnt born to settle it at all.

there are so many things that i wish i am born to not know abt it.

i wish.. yah i can kp on dreaming... but i can not kp avoiding.

i jus wan to shut myself up and not think about anything.

bt i noe i cant.

i noe well i hav too mani responsibilities that i ned to take care off.

this realli makes mi realli demoralised.

mood: sucky to the core