Friday, September 26, 20089:19 PM
■ Jus a few days...
a short trip and im back.
with more experiences in life. with more knowledge of what is happening around me.
by and by ive come to realise that ive been to selfish and i COMPLAIN too much.
needtheless to say, im ungrateful to God for the comfort i am in now.
what i first saw in Hatyai, was nothing special nor stunning.
it was just a place with unfamiliar air, unfamiliar faces and different culture.
everything is so different from here.
gettin to get close to their daily lifestyle is better den watching it on that idiot box,
the first hand experience is what got me closer to the world.
what got me feeling that there are many out there who have got worse situatons in life they have to settle compared to the ones i have.
i found truth while staring at the dark blanket filled with glittering bits.
i looked up and found that big round pancake staring at me.
realised how peaceful it was.
clear of thoughts, dumped wen i left for Hatyai.
threw everything behind to get an escape.
threw my worries, my dependence, my frens, my family, my pretty land behind.
i left everything behind.
i should have done that sooner or later.
i should have left wen i wanted to.
bullshit me..
theres many tings out there for me to do...
much better things for me to do..
for fark sake...
being emotional is what makes me feel its me.
with more experiences in life. with more knowledge of what is happening around me.
by and by ive come to realise that ive been to selfish and i COMPLAIN too much.
needtheless to say, im ungrateful to God for the comfort i am in now.
what i first saw in Hatyai, was nothing special nor stunning.
it was just a place with unfamiliar air, unfamiliar faces and different culture.
everything is so different from here.
gettin to get close to their daily lifestyle is better den watching it on that idiot box,
the first hand experience is what got me closer to the world.
what got me feeling that there are many out there who have got worse situatons in life they have to settle compared to the ones i have.
i found truth while staring at the dark blanket filled with glittering bits.
i looked up and found that big round pancake staring at me.
realised how peaceful it was.
clear of thoughts, dumped wen i left for Hatyai.
threw everything behind to get an escape.
threw my worries, my dependence, my frens, my family, my pretty land behind.
i left everything behind.
i should have done that sooner or later.
i should have left wen i wanted to.
bullshit me..
theres many tings out there for me to do...
much better things for me to do..
for fark sake...
being emotional is what makes me feel its me.
