Friday, November 21, 200811:21 PM
■ Sayonaras..
goodbye to you my favourite.
goodbye to the times i had with u..
to date this will all be history.
to date this will all fade into memories.
they'll become monochrome images in my mind.
they will slowly fade and i will not have any memories of you anymore.
the thoughts of you will vanish.
into thin air as time passes us by.
as time passes us why,
where the fallen leaves rot on the pavements.
and where the puddles after the rainfall turnes into vapour.
things vanish in that spilt second,
jus wen we blinked our eyes,
at that moment,
something elseis happening..
and this is what is happening to me,
where i turned and you vanished.
when i turned back, u were gone.
and when i discovered u were gone,
and when i discovered u were gone,
years has passed.
acknowledging that fact was never easy to swallow.
knowing that it existed was something that i cant digest.
just like how i hated to consume medication.
but in the end, after the consumption of it,
i know somehow i will get well.
the logic of 'things come and go, nothing stays forever.'
its all true.
the logic of 'what goes around comes around. what goes up must come down'
its true too.
what u do to others, will be done on u in time due.
we wont know whether it has happened to you or not.
we do not know whether it wil happen now or later.
we will noe know how we will react when t comes.
i just wana be happy..
i jus wan to make myself happy and stay true to my feelings,
but it seems that you aint helping at all.
it seems as though everything i do u have to know,
everything i do u have to interfer.
everything i came across u had to know a lil bit out of it.
but im sorrie i cant stay here any longer.
i ned to move on and let u noe that silence will be the best key to everything now.
nothing is new.
everything i all about you. never was it all about me.
sorrie i had to do this..
sorrie i had to do this..
im kping it all together to complete this puzzle.
im piecing them in one by one..
and ive completed it and ive seen the image, the picture that u had been painting all along.
that lie that u had been playing all along.
the trust i gave u chucked it all aside.
the trust i gave, u threw it in the dump.
and now u get this.... * insert middle finger!
