Friday, February 6, 200910:59 PM
■ obviously.
honestly. seriously. obviously.
the point of having things in this way.
is this wad its goin to turn out to be?
with things out of control.
with ppl's thinkings out of their heads.
with tongues waggling about.
im tired of everyone here.
i need some time alone,
before im ready to come back home to this piece of fucking shit.
where i thought it was.
it never was wher it was.
when i thought it was.
it never was wen i tot it was.
i dont quite noe what im talkin abt.
it shows the confusion i have in my head isnt it.
honestly. seriously. obviously.
where i hope things would turn out better.
wen i tot humans change for the better.
they dun.
they never did.
those who need to change, never change.
those who dun ned to change, in fact changed.
wads wrong with this people?
i tot it was for the better.
in the end it turned out worse.
is this never goin to happen and make my life easier?
people misjudge me.
people jugde me for the wrong things.
prejudice. this unfrenly society.
i've no idea what im doin anymore.
i ned a grip of it all.
i dun wish to fall.
bleah~
~many more days to come, till i'll say, 'im defeated'!
im simply waiting to see the other side of the world, to see that rainbow that once showed up in front of me.
the point of having things in this way.
is this wad its goin to turn out to be?
with things out of control.
with ppl's thinkings out of their heads.
with tongues waggling about.
im tired of everyone here.
i need some time alone,
before im ready to come back home to this piece of fucking shit.
where i thought it was.
it never was wher it was.
when i thought it was.
it never was wen i tot it was.
i dont quite noe what im talkin abt.
it shows the confusion i have in my head isnt it.
honestly. seriously. obviously.
where i hope things would turn out better.
wen i tot humans change for the better.
they dun.
they never did.
those who need to change, never change.
those who dun ned to change, in fact changed.
wads wrong with this people?
i tot it was for the better.
in the end it turned out worse.
is this never goin to happen and make my life easier?
people misjudge me.
people jugde me for the wrong things.
prejudice. this unfrenly society.
i've no idea what im doin anymore.
i ned a grip of it all.
i dun wish to fall.
bleah~
~many more days to come, till i'll say, 'im defeated'!
im simply waiting to see the other side of the world, to see that rainbow that once showed up in front of me.
