Monday, June 15, 20099:26 AM

■ This lane I'm taking..

Amidst all these busy life I lead..
I never fall to remember the past..
All these tyme I seem to be draggin my feet..
Just trying to find a purpose in this life..
Is there no other way out to make me feel better?
Is there no better ways to let me find an answer?

I wish someone could simply lead me on.
to the place I wish I could be..
I wish the answer is just there..
But again wads the joy if answers fall from the sky?

My feet weighs a tonne..
My heart seems to feel so heavy..
I turn from an angel to a bitch..
Never sparing another thought for people I care..
Only thinking for myself..
Is this wrong of me?
Is this the right thing to do?

The well, it starts to overflow..
The rain jus keeps on falling..
My eyes.. They feel so weird..
They feel so swollen..
So puffy..
Who made me this way?
What made me cry?
This heart no longer alive..
Nor is it pumping the blood..
it turned black with the help of the stab u gave..

I wish I could scream.
I wish I could get away..
But who's there to hear?

What once was important to me, doesn't seem to be important anymore..

Those seem close to me now seem so far away..
Is it jus me being over sensitive?

Seal the thoughts in the bottle.
I hope someone finds it wen it floats ashore..
Like a seashell, the bottle will sing a song of sorrow for me..
Once it's opened..
It will sing..
A song of sorrow..
For me to you..
With a magnificant melody and beautiful lyrics..
I hope you'll cry when u listen to it..
I hope you'll understand wad the song is about..

It's not easy to understand..
but it's easy to feel the pain..

For such a long tyme..
This is the accumulated pain I have in me..


~tell me, can you heal me?