every single minute
every single day
mind never failed to remind
heart never fail to feel

like a time bomb
its clicking away
this mechanic in my head
with an automated software
flashes all the images and the story
like watching the silent movie
it jus plays and replays

the remote is runied and damaged
no way to stop
no way to rewind or fast forward
it just plays
with broken mechanic parts
it still functions

like a body that functions without a brain
a dead corpse walking ard
breathing the same air
walking on the same asphalt and earth
using the same technologies
we are seperated
so near yet so far
its stingin in my eyes and my heart
the way it feels
hell has never been so unbearable
so intolerable

but im kping my composure
ive lost my cool
lost my composure
lost my patience

ive gone too far to go back now
have held on for too long
its not easy
bt im kpin it in me
let it eat me inside as it fades away day by day

my mind is this messy
with such a small capacity i never noe how i get to store memories of u and me
wen times were good we were there.
wen times were bad no one cares

this is the mind talkin to herself..