Friday, October 16, 20098:58 AM
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im tired of thinking the way i think,
the way i look at things.
but what can i do to break this chain apart.
to break free and enjoy the liberty.
a solution that needs to be found,
a solution i need to think about.
how long must i remain,
how far is it going to be,
what have i gained? where shall i head?
with thoughs rushing through the mind,
i hate to say i am right.
that it really drains me down.
until i could hardly count.
but why shud i bother when its not within my borders.
not within my ability and capability to lead.
with things in our minds, we all have things to tink,
we ned to find solutions and tink of wad to do.
but the brain jus wont wan to try and do it,
cos it noes that they cant do much too.
depending on the situations and the time constraints,
how much do you tink u can do?
how many people do you tink u can please?
with words, we understand,
verbally? or written?
be it both, we misunderstand the main purpose of it all.
we misunderstand the use of 'old skool' style methods.
but we are always striving to get to the further end,
to prove to ourselves that e are able to move forward,
and learn the lessons along the path.
we misunderstand and try to understand.
till we finally see the big bigger picture,
do we realize that we are wrong all the tyme..
im going in circles, and im coming to the starting point.
tell me, educate me, guide me along and let me understand how i should go about this matter.
honestly, im tired.. :(
the way i look at things.
but what can i do to break this chain apart.
to break free and enjoy the liberty.
a solution that needs to be found,
a solution i need to think about.
how long must i remain,
how far is it going to be,
what have i gained? where shall i head?
with thoughs rushing through the mind,
i hate to say i am right.
that it really drains me down.
until i could hardly count.
but why shud i bother when its not within my borders.
not within my ability and capability to lead.
with things in our minds, we all have things to tink,
we ned to find solutions and tink of wad to do.
but the brain jus wont wan to try and do it,
cos it noes that they cant do much too.
depending on the situations and the time constraints,
how much do you tink u can do?
how many people do you tink u can please?
with words, we understand,
verbally? or written?
be it both, we misunderstand the main purpose of it all.
we misunderstand the use of 'old skool' style methods.
but we are always striving to get to the further end,
to prove to ourselves that e are able to move forward,
and learn the lessons along the path.
we misunderstand and try to understand.
till we finally see the big bigger picture,
do we realize that we are wrong all the tyme..
im going in circles, and im coming to the starting point.
tell me, educate me, guide me along and let me understand how i should go about this matter.
honestly, im tired.. :(
