Day #07 of November


the days passed by in a hurry,
and dint stop to say 'hello'.
the time runs with us,
and makes us aware that time is running against us.
allowing us no time to catch the breathe,
like how we breathe wen we stroll in the park early in the morning.

the tests and runs,
wow, man was it tough to gather my concentration.
high expectations i have.
but the results showed otherwise.

disappointment and sad.
for i know it was due to the lack of revision i had.
i am glad i passed it though.

im concern of how humans change.
how quickly they turn into another person we dun noe.
but sometimes i would tend to ask myself.
isit jus me or isit them?

i cant seem to understand.
this is something so mysterious and deep.
and to seek for an answer is rather impossible.

what would u do if u are the middle person?
if u noe things that people wont know.
and yet u know u can never leak it out.
would u feel like u are stuck in a room,
unable to breathe properly?

the things jus flow around in ur mind,
the words keep on repeating in ur ears,
and all you can do is build this wonderful facade.
one that no one will understand.

i admit i do lose my temper,
my hot hot temper.
i do admit i do have a foul impatient part of me.

i cannot tolerate when accusations are made against me.
things that i know are not true about me.
i get angry when things happen for the second time.
when people are not responsible for their actions,
and answer for it.

things like that are hard for me,
to compromise i can,
but not show me the bad side of you,
cause by then i would tend to shun.
to not see the bad side of you,
but to keep the beautiful side of you in my memory.

when i shun, i will come back.
i wish i could ignore and pretend that things are beautiful when they are not.
i wish there are such things as invisible.

but somehow people do make mistakes and behave like a child in front of me.
no offence, but clearly, this is the time you have to learn and grow up.

being independent is one thing,
learning how to back off,
how to compromise,
be punctual and understand certain serious issues is what are the main points.

during this course of life,
how many think that it is a place for them to learn,
to gain the knowledge and to mingle around.

not to come in here and hunt the other sex.
weird it may seem to me,
but others find it common.

i can understand to a certain extent,
the rest of it,
i can never really understand why they did that.

words are things i use to interpret what you mean.
tones are ways to interpret how you feel.
expressions and actions are physical,
and they tell me a whole lot of things too.

and for all these.
i think i kind of lose control,
and now i need to learn how to be neutral.
but not to the extent of being ignorant to certain issues.

overall.
i'm super glad im here.


:)


in many ways i have learnt to apppreciate the things you have done for us,
but i do not understand why you have to behave liek how you are behaving ryte now.

be content and not to question with millions of 'why'..

be thankful for those around you now.

this amount of time we have for each other,
i cherish it and will always embrace your company.

:)