upon this day,
I've come to realize,
what I've done is honestly wrong.
what I've led others to do,
is absolutely unforgivable.

it all boils down to one thing at the end of the day.
truth.
it all settles in to me, when I'm at the most vulnerable stage.
where i am at the edge of this torment.
this toil that took my emotions up and down.
that led me to ride on this rollar coaster ride with you.

but when i tink abt it at night and try to recall what we've done so far,
it somehow dint seem so right.
its as though i have thrown a penny into the well,
wishing to get my wish,
but the wish turned into a wrong wish,
cos my penny was the wrong penny.

and i'm irritated that i dint use my head to tink,
what were my brains used for.
to think abt the unnecessary things?

i do not wish to break this thing we had in between us,
but somehow it seems like we have to.
cos it doesnt serve us any good.
it doesnt make us happier at the end of the day does it?

im was super terrified,
to think of what was to happen if it really it did happen.
but all i discovered was that it was all my wishful thoughts,
building castles in the sky aint that good to me..
i built that wall around that castle,
to try and prevent myself from climbing out,
from preventing the others from coming in,
and yet, i demolished that wall,
only to discover,
i'm still hurt at the end of the day.

why do i have to go through all thesE?
to learn a lesson that never was taught to me in a proper way?
i can never understand,
i am being honest and frank.
u were too.
but at the end of the day,
why dont you think,
is it fair to the rest of us?
cos at the end of the day,
either one will be the one gettin hurt.
and i rather it be me den be u.
cos i rather take away the pain from you den be the pain in ur arse.

i thought from this heartache i could escape.
it proves my theory is wrong. and am still wrong..

and at the end of the day, i will be back at where i came from.
but at least, i trust that things will be fine for you.
=)
i bid you farewell familiar stranger.