ups and downs,
where we were,
we can count,
the amount,
the times we fall and climb up again.

in possession of something we shouldnt hold on to. what should we do? we are scared to let go, of the truth that jus seem so beautiful. we are afraid once we let them go, we're left in the dark again. and we might never be able to see that particular light again. we hold on, letting ourselves sink deeper and deeper, making ourselves numbed with these feelings, happiness, excitement and relieved.
somethings do not belong to us, but we want it badly. and we feel that its all right. that is the right thing to do. that what we did wasnt wrong, that everything is just picture perfect to us and not to others. cos they tend to think that we're wrong. whats wrong and whats right? what do we all know? cos at the end of the day theres bound to be reasons on why we did it...
i'm happy of what i have, am glad of what i have gone through, am happy and content with the people i'm with, uber delighted to have those conversations with those people. but somehow, it is a time, where things have to end, and we have to bid farewell to one another, where we will always rem and keep in mind certain things.

and i no longer suppressed them emotions.. and all jus spilled out like that. what to do now? can u help me think of a solution for me?

~where the wind blows, i'll follow suit..