Friday, March 19, 20108:36 PM
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Of late, i feel so down, so depressed.
i aint sure of the reason why,
i aint sure of whats happening.
maybe its due to the fact that i woke up from my wonderful dream,
the dream i knew i shouldnt have dreamt.
like alice in wonderland,
i thought it was just all a dream,
and i tried to pinch awake frm this nightmare.
i feel myself falling and falling again,
i feel myself going deeper,
sinking day by day.
inch by inch.
and in all, at the end of the day, i found out,
it was all for that period of time,
and how pathetically sad i am as a human again.
its the reality that makes it harder for me to breathe.
its the facts that makes me realise,
that slaps me straight in the face,
makes me realise, it was all a lie,
since the start of it.
i was a fool once again,
i was the toy and the sparetyre.
something i did not realize till today.
~and how sad i am today that the rain keeps on pouring from the sky,
and God, please bring me through these sad days..
