Sunday, April 4, 201011:43 AM
■ im awesome on my own
and while the clock ticks away,
their back views are fading away.
the memories are there to be remembered.
but whats the use of having them around when others dun care?
and when our efforts go unappreciated,
whats there for me to hold on to?
like can you give me a reason...
im mesmerized by this picture perfect.
im blinded by the bright lights of happiness.
hypnotized by those colorful lights,
my soul was captured by them.
and slowly i realized, im watching myself fall.
like a slow motion picture on tv,
my physical self fell to the ground.
with eyes staring into the sky,
i looked up and saw,
that the moon and stars are there.
i turned around and noticed them walking away.
the street lights blinked,
i start to tear,
the only soul that existed,
thats watching that poor girl gasping for air,
too late to shout for help.
they walked away, sashayed their way down,
to another path, where i know i will never be.
down comes the rain,
in a light drizzle,
the cars drove by with wipers on,
drivers squinting, trying to get an idea on whats on the road.
the girl lies, forgotten.
alone in the rain, left there cold and lifeless.
the last breathe has gone.
the soul jus stood there.
whats there to be done when it has already been done.
its just too late to get anything back..
so when all this shyte that happens,
i'll safeguard myself..
where are the soldiers when i need them?
that big strong wall, that stands before me,
that troop of army, that stands behind me.
my armor and shield, thats on me.
the strength God gave me, it seems to have vanished away.
i appeared weak and small. and easily beaten in a battle.
and how am i going to fight this fight alone?
(a lone ranger on this hike.. im awesome on my own..)
