Sunday, July 18, 201011:28 PM
■ its this.
its this that made me surprised at myself.
i guess its jus my way of expressing myself.
im good in words, actions? maybe.
however what im better at? thinking about nonsensical stuffs.
like big shout-outs frm the mind to the word,
to the max ah honestly.
its something i think most people hate me for.
for thinking too much about the nonsensical and unnecessary stuffs.
like as though life is not tough enough to get by and all i ever do is to make myself suffer more by thinking.
well it isnt a great talent, it is nothing to be proud of.
i can say i know how to think,
but at times i wish i wasnt much of a thinker.
i rather be a foolish kid who doesnt really think in depth or read into depth of certain things.
i wish i was a shallow kid where everything appears as it is on the surface.
and i wish i wasnt so naive and think that everything will be alright at the end of the day jus cos i think it will be.
though i am naive, i tot that was the best way to get through life,
but somehow some take advantage of it.
and make me a freaking clown
humans change, but how come i dun?
i wish i was a tougher person,
not so easily broken down.
not so easy to trust and give trust to others.
but how is it possible if i were to go my life like that.
impossible is like a word thats being enlarged in my mind.
like everything has to go through tonnes of obstacles till the day i reach my fairyland.
i guess its jus my way of expressing myself.
im good in words, actions? maybe.
however what im better at? thinking about nonsensical stuffs.
like big shout-outs frm the mind to the word,
to the max ah honestly.
its something i think most people hate me for.
for thinking too much about the nonsensical and unnecessary stuffs.
like as though life is not tough enough to get by and all i ever do is to make myself suffer more by thinking.
well it isnt a great talent, it is nothing to be proud of.
i can say i know how to think,
but at times i wish i wasnt much of a thinker.
i rather be a foolish kid who doesnt really think in depth or read into depth of certain things.
i wish i was a shallow kid where everything appears as it is on the surface.
and i wish i wasnt so naive and think that everything will be alright at the end of the day jus cos i think it will be.
though i am naive, i tot that was the best way to get through life,
but somehow some take advantage of it.
and make me a freaking clown
humans change, but how come i dun?
i wish i was a tougher person,
not so easily broken down.
not so easy to trust and give trust to others.
but how is it possible if i were to go my life like that.
impossible is like a word thats being enlarged in my mind.
like everything has to go through tonnes of obstacles till the day i reach my fairyland.
